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CUTE :P :P LIKE FATHER LIKE SON HAPPY FAMILY look so cute!!!
Leave me a comment below, or send me a private message or compliment! one-day i will show every one who I am one-day they will see me as the one one-day they will heard me one-day my voice will be strong and they will understand one day I will change these world and make it my. ![]() I am a loner: no friends, no family, no love, and no reason to live ![]() When I was born......all I can see is pure white snow and a woman holding me tightly...but no one else!! She is my guardian..the only person I can trust.....love.....and be happy with!! But I know I'm missing something.....a man that everyone honors and calls them "Father"..... ![]() I tried many times to be strong...brave...and courageous!! But.....no matter how many times I tried.... I always can't hold my feelings back......because I know I'm different from everyone......the life and the family that is different compared to everyone!! ![]() ![]() At home...At school.....In public...I always smile because smiling is the bandage for my pain!! No matter how bright my smile is...it never takes the pain away...because I need someone...someone who I can trust.....and love.....to share my feelings with!! ![]() Everyday....Everytime....Everywhere....I see happy families coming and going!!.....while I alone...live my own life......everyday at school I hear people sharing their weekends or vacations with their Father and Mother!!......I feel jealous.....but who would understand......NO ONE! ![]() I cry alone....I laugh alone....I live alone....and I talk alone.....Sometimes I felt like dying......killing myself to leave this world......there's no such things as happiness......well maybe there is for you.....but never for me.....I hide in the dark...crying for help...but no one can hear......because no one cares..... ![]() I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you ![]() ![]() I am different now....not the smiling happy child anymore....I am a loner......a person that deserve to go to Hell!!......a person that is five million steps away from the happiness of heaven!! ![]() The pain I have..............the pain that no one would understand.........will be trapped in my heart forever........The pain will be part of my soul....my body...and my mind........even if I die, the pain will burn with my soul to my afterlife carrying all my grievance and sadness!! ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~I have tried many times to wake up from this nightmare...but no matter how hard i tried this nightmare always comes back....bringing back the memories of sadness.......hatred.......grievance.....and cruelty!! why.................why....................why I hate u................. I don't need u.....................I don't love u......... go away.................... pleace....................... live me alone.................. pleace..................... pleace.............. go............. away....................... I am tired............. I had enofe........... Why I'm weak ........................why do I feel this............. I never had it.....................pleace tell me............. I beg u to tell.......................me................ I wish that u could heir me.............. listen to what I have to say.................. I have so much love to give u...................... WHY do u think so little of me.................... haven't I make my way to ur heart.................. pleace listen ..................... I have so much to tell u............... just give me some time......... pleace................ all u r is darkness............... that is why I hate ..................... u are nothing..................... u shoulden't even exist............. one day I AM GOING TO MAKE U SUFER .................. until u die of pain.................. that is why I exist to make u pay.................... for what u have done..................... to all of those around u....................
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